A tremendous pain in my soul...

Of single thinking that I am single, long ago single, and thinking that I am in a city other people's to my, in which I have had to battle them without nobody helps me, without the aid of my great protectors, that are my parents, I have realized of which really I am in a tremendous state of solitude. Not if he is good this, if he is not bad either, the individual that so far matters to me is to remove to me from inside east feeling burns drowns day to day and it requests company to me... A true, sincere company that give to me affection and support... Perhaps I request much but it is what I need... and I need it with urgency, every day weighing to me of my bed, without knowledge that to do, without knowing with who to speak... without knowledge which in you take care of has somebody wants to me... that it is strange to me... I have known several people who almost all has happened through my life without leaving greater sign, people without importance, of zero content... but there are others really are worth the trouble, and that I have kept them for my, and hopefully it conserves them for always... but all of them are single friends, but of the good ones... Perhaps which I look for is a little more, but I have the great tendency always to watch upwards, to interesting people, with content, beautiful on the inside and hopefully by outside, people whom my stops is outside my reach... depresses this to me... drowns me not to count on somebody to give my affection to him, to say to him that I want it and whatever strange it... and that everything is reciproco... but in aim... it seems that so far my destiny is to be single... the individual which I hope is that someday it can know the person that as much I hope...

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